So yea, a lot has gone on since the last entry... of course...
Donee and I started officially dating on December 31st, and it's been almost 5 months. It was kinda cute how it happened... we were at the hotel for my b-day party, and we were getting drunk and we were standing there holding each other. He looked at me and was like "we need to talk about us" or something to that effect, and I said yea, but when? And he laughed and was like "it's your birthday, whenever you want to" and I changed the subject. Later he was sitting on the edge of the bed and I was straddling his lap *not in the dirty way... you perverts, heh* and we started talkin about it again. I just looked at him and flat out told him "I want to be with you, and no one else. And I want everyone to know that." He just looked back at me and said "that's what I want too..." so of course I was like "really?" and stuff and we were laughing and I tackled him with kisses and hugs on the bed, heh. Of course the boy hasta say "... well now I hafta change my myspace 'status'..." lol such a dork, but I love him.
Yea... we got to the "L" word, and I"m happy about it. I love this guy to death, and I know he feels the same way. We don't fight at all either, which I find extremely weird, but it works I suppose. We can talk about anything, and be completely honest, and it only makes our relationship stronger. He even told my parents he wants to marry me... wow. Of course that's a LONG way off, heh, but it's nice to know that I have that commitment from him. He's perfect, and I adore him for that. I miss him a lot right now cause I haven't seen him since saturday... but I hope he'll be down soon.
Oh yea, I'm home from school too, till august. But, I got a possession charge for takin the rap for my roomate and suitemates, so I lost my license... which sucks. Cause I really thought I'd atleast have it for the summer... but I guess I'll make due. The only shitty part is that Donee's car broke down. So I have no license and he has no car or cell phone, or any phone... we make the perfect couple, lol.
I'm glad to be home, and I really don't wanna go back down to school in the fall. I need to check about transfering to GMU, cause I'd rather be up here and stay at home, cause I think I'd focus more on school, plus I could get a job and make more cash. I dunno, we'll see. I gotta look into it.
Parents are still fighting, it was better when I was down at school cause atleast I didn't hafta hear it, and they were actually EXCITED to see me and hear from me then. I dunno now, just kinda sucks. Wish they didn't hafta deal w/ this court and possession shit, so we'll see.
Also trying to get a job at Ruby Tuesday's, hah. I dunno what I'm gonna do if they won't hire me, cause who else would take someone with my job history *gettin fired from sears, and the nasty relationship I had w/ my bosses at Chuck E. Cheese* and then my "criminal record".... it's just all so depressing, blah. I wish I could just like go back and erase the past semester at school, but until then, I just gotta suck it up and deal with it right?
It's been nice seeing all these old friends though, didn't think I'd ever hang out with this group again. But it's cool, everyone keeps reminiscing about 2 summers ago, which is fun, but it's making me realize that things are never gonna be like that again; people are never going to be like that again. Which is, in a way, as good as it is sad. Plus I haven't talked to stephie since my b-day and I miss her like hell, but eh, what can you do, right?
Oh yea, my birthday party... for the most part... was smashing! I'm so glad that everyone came who did, and it was a glorious drunken time to be had by all, hah. It's sad that that's the last time I remember being around ppl that I actually liked and had a good time.
This summer is gonna be my "over-haul" summer... everything's gonna change, and I'm gonna make myself better. Hope you all enjoyed the update.